,finito.

FINISHED THE LAST EXAM FOR YEAR 4! YAY!

always be my baby

so hot.

edinburgh

i think i’ll miss edinburgh when i eventually leave.

dermatology makes me scratch

and yawn.

sigh.

so cute, right?

apple,

we love you.

cs just bought a flippin cool mac mini to match his rather large 26 incher -

.. this just made things easier for me, i’ll get him -

the apple ultra-thin anodized aluminum wireless keyboard.

apple is sure amazing.

i love

i am going to take up photography when i grab hold of daddy’s slr camera.

or maybe i shud just invest on a canon eos. we’ll see.

i hate ophthamology. AND i keep falling asleep.

i’m so lazy

.. someone pls kill me.

i dint go for easter service yesterday & i lied
.. someone pls kill me.

i dint do ANY work (let’s put it this way, anything) this holiday
.. someone pls kill me.

i’ve zero knowledge of dermatology
.. someone pls tell me the diff btwn pemphigus or pemphigoid
actually, i don give a damn.

life’s been so meaningless. i shud really do something about it.

i havent forgotten..

about this blog! (:

life’s been great - not that im doing anything productive (like working on a haematology project or starting on my ssc, as i had previously hoped). as i’ve said, i’ve lost my zeal for life.

of course i wish to be this high flying cardiologist in the future, but laziness is inbred into me and we all know dreams don’t come without hard work right? So all i can hope is to pass my exams, be slightly above the average, and that’ll satisfy me. what a waste of a bloody good overseas education! (fuck, my poor parents).

side tracking here, general practice in the uk is great. the variety of stuff you get to see is pretty quite amazing - totally changing views on this prospective career of mine. good pay, good life, why the hell not?

the boy’s been great, though he loses his temper pretty easily these days. brr.

and so, i really do feel awful forgetting these monthly ‘anniversaries’, and these used to matter to me (applying to most girls i guess (: ). it’s weird how this date repeatedly slips my mind these months. funny thing, the boy never fails to forget (!!), and it’ll upset him cuz i don’t.

‘you better wish me tonight at 12 if not we’re not going out for dinner tomorrow,’ he said in a matter-of-fact tone whilst we were washing up after dinner last night. lol.

i did…. so it’s sushi tonight! (:

haha, second post.

moms coming up tomorrow! i cant wait :)

and im still really happy. i passed! and going onto 4th year! my first A - the only one i reckon. all this by God’s grace.

well now, i said it was familiarity dint it? but then again, i tink i do really miss you honey bun! :P heh, ive got no idea why im grinning to myself right now. i love you my dear :) even tho it’s been 2 years or 20 ya.

this post sounds so eerps. its just random thoughts here and there. havent blogged in ages, im trying to get used to it again. anyway, right now im trying desperately to burn off some calories by starving myself after 6. hope it works. haha, wish me luck.